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                                              No one could have understood her unspoken thoughts.                     She didn’t have them so people could understand . She wouldn't talk The fear of being judged by the ones she loves, Neither does she want to be rejected The blade doesn't clear the scar; She wouldn’t talk Her timidity influenced by the staring eyes of the society, She still wasn’t a fit though numb The silence doesn’t drown out the anomaly; She became a stranger to herself Lost in the oceans of life A life full of pain, for her it is a norm; She became a wanderer A wanderer that never could leave her marks behind, Her life wasn’t an easy one but it was the only thing she had; Too many voices in her head Trying hard to live up to the stand, but yet gets stamped on.. She screams ...

I wish l had the opportunity to tell you how awesome and beautiful you are Your smile is just like the sun that brightens up the day Your fragrance is like the luscious scent of the Rose that tickles my nose Your voice oh your voice I cherish every moment spent with you So sorry l got too familiarly that l forgot how important you are I got to carried away that l ignored your pains and tears All l did was talk about time Oh how l wish l made time for you But now you are far away from me l must say It been a long day without you and l can't wait to tell you about it Till we meet again my dear friend I miss you dear friend Please come back 

I can't count how many times I have fallen I have made so many mistakes l wish l can undo I have been judged by those l thought loved and cared about me Life has taught me a lesson A lesson that l couldn't have been taught in school Nobody knows it's empty The smile that l wear But yeah Life has given me a second chance And am going to make things right this time

Somebody walks up to you and says you're  beautiful and you're about to drop dead because nobody has ever told you that. Wake up You walk into a restaurant and, oh my, everybody is staring at you and in your mind, you're  like yipe! I got everybody's attention... Wake up You put all your trust in somebody and all you got in return was betrayal and you're  so angry that you could kill the person and you're waiting, thinking someday they would apologize. Wake up Some trials, tribulations and pains are needed for some wake up calls. We have all got our flaws, that is, we make mistakes but still wake up . Don't go waiting for Mr Right or Prince Charming or an adorable Princess to come sweep you off your feet. There are Prince Charmings and Queens all over but they won't come until you wake up Your grades ain't looking so good and all you doing is crying... Wake up You are hurt because what or who you love most is being taken away ...

Sometimes things don’t always go the way we plan, it seems confusing most times. Doubting everything l have heard or known. For how long would l wait? Fear has gotten the best of me. My heart is burdened. I don’t know what to pray for or may be l just don’t know how to pray. I know God is real, his delay is not his denial. How do l help myself understand the fact that his ways are higher than mine? Help me carry on Lord. Well, this is a poem l wrote at a point in my life when it seemed like all hope was lost, everything God promised me wasn’t been fulfilled. These two powerful words came to me PATIENCE and FAITH .    What is patience and faith? Patience is a virtue and it means waiting   without complaining ,  Gal 5:22-23. God desires that we trust him and wait upon him, our patience towards God stems from our faith. Romans 2:7 (AMP) To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek the glory and honor and immortality, eternal life. Hebrews 6:1...

May be I was carried away by my lustful desires. I just wanted to experience the outside world but I knew fully well I would crash.  I miss talking with you.  I am now a shadow of myself, a stranger that I  dont know. How I wish I had stayed back with you but instead I allowed the whirlwind of desire blow me off focus.  How come I  didn't notice how far I  had drifted away from your arms of love.  I want to talk but I don't know what to say, I'm speechless.  My mind is so occupied that I can hardly remember the good times we had together. I want to know you. it's my fault I don't actually.  I heard that you love me and have spoken a lot about me but I don't think about you much to say the least.  When I think about it, you never left, I did. I want to know your fears I want to know your care your hidden passion your great obsessions your greatest desires what lights your fires I want to know all of thi...

So this beautiful evening l thought to write on something that l think is very important to this generation and has caused a lot of pain and happiness. I am  talking about a seven (7) letter word called FRIEND. Now what is the definition of a friend ? According to the English dictionary it means   "A person other than a family member, spouse or lover whose company one enjoys and towards whom one feels affection.'' but according to moi (my) dictionary, a friend is someone who sees your flaws and loves you and is ready to mess around with anyone who disturbs you.                  So the big questions is,Why do we need friends? Why l think a friend is needed is because: 1. There are some things you can't just tell anyone one but a friend. 2.  They start your learning process, that is they help you grow and give you vital life skills which means they can sharpen your mind set , your...