WELCOME TO ANEAKSPEAKS

There I sat— Rooted in stillness, My head resting against the Tree of Life, Heavy with unnamed potential. I listened for heaven, Wondered what the Creator would require of me next. For the road ahead whispered of sacrifice, And my soul asked quietly, Am I ready to pay what growth demands? Beneath the branches, I lingered— Turning over the how  and the when , Confronted by a truth I could no longer escape: I did not want to remain. Yet I feared the cost of leaving. Is becoming possible Without surrender? Then His word found me— A remembered promise rising from the deep: He who began a good work in you Will carry it to completion Until the day of Christ Jesus . And suddenly— Fire. Fire in my bones. A holy ignition. The kind that refuses stillness, That demands motion. So I rose. I shifted. I stepped forward. And creation answered— Ideas spilling like rivers, Wisdom pouring from wells beyond my knowing, What I had learned was meeting what He had given. His word entered my heart as lig...

  Hey, you. I’m sure you’re wondering where I’ve been, or what’s been happening. Let’s just say… I’ve been evolving. A lot has happened—some quietly, some loudly. For a while, I lost my spark . Not because the words disappeared, but because I ran into a creative block I didn’t talk about. I kept it to myself, hoping it would pass on its own. It didn’t. It stayed longer than I expected, and recovery took time. Then life began to layer itself on me. Motherhood. Wifehood. Sisterhood. Friendhood. Every hood you can think of (smiles). Looking back now, I realize I needed the space. I needed the silence. I needed the becoming. And honestly, it feels really good to be back here with you. A lot has changed since the last time I wrote. I’m seeing life from a different perspective now. Marriage, they say, is a teacher—and they were right. I came in with assumptions, high expectations, and a fair share of fantasies. Sometimes I had to pause and ask myself, “Am I really okay?” be...